snapshot no.1408

harlo~today's celebrations was okay...
den after the celebrations supposed to have class outing or sth...
but most of them cant make it or can only go later...

so in the end me, lucas and adrian went to orchard first...
woah...alot alot of students today...
met a few familiar faces too...
it's like every five mins i meet someone i noe...
grace choo, chan foon, kun, etc...

den i was having a feeling oso, a premonition that i'd meet her somewhere...
it's true...not dat i'm trying to fake or sth...
and well, my sixth sense didnt fail me again...
saw her with her frens at pastamania cineleisure...
acty i first saw some hcjc ppl de...
den i saw joyce...
and the next instance i saw her at the table near to joyce's...
with her classmates i think...
all wearing vj uniform...
i looked away...or rather i walked away...
didnt go up to say hi...
dunno why oso...sighh...
is a simple 'hello' so hard to say?
i guess not...
afterall i haven't met her for so long le...
but at dat moment i juz avoided her...
haiz...feeling so useless...
dunno if she saw me...
and she looks abit different now...
think is becoz she cut her hair or sth...
talk abt coincidence huh...
and juz last night or was it the previous night my mom asked me why i haven been contacting her nowadays...sighh...

after dat i walked ard in a daze...
smsed junwei to tell him dat i saw her...
and he called me to talk abt it...
but it was kinda difficult to explain things to him over the phone...
so nvm lor...maybe meeting up in the next few days or sth...
den later diana and her fren came to meet us...
and they went to buy movies tickets for 'The Village' i think...
while waiting for the rest to come...
i didnt wanna watch...
firstly i see no point in wasting money to go watch horror shows dat i wun enjoy...
secondly there's a physics test tmr...
and lastly, i simply had no mood...
ya, so i came home...

arghh...wth...
acty i'm not feeling sad or wad...
ok, maybe abit la...
budden there's juz an indescribable feeling...
it's like i'm slowly covering up the emptiness in my heart over time...
but it has juz been magnified the moment i saw her again...
or maybe how ur heart hurts when a piece of it is broken...
it hurts so much at first but wounds will heal eventually...
and now the wound has started to bleed again even before it has healed...
sighh...


I still dun understand
Why did you suddenly walk away and left me here in the cold...

posted by ANDY NG @ 7:13 PM